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the end begins [18 Dec 2005|05:59pm]
[ mood | ready to kill ]

a scorpion and a frog meet on the bank of a stream and the scorpion asks the frog to carry him across on its back. The frog asks, "How do I know you won't sting me?" The scorpion says, "Because if I do, I will die too." The frog is satisfied, and they set out, but in midstream, the scorpion stings the frog. The frog feels the onset of paralysis and starts to sink, knowing they both will drown, but has just enough time to gasp "Why?" Replies the scorpion: "because im a scorpion, i can't help it"

to alot of u it may be a meer story but to a few it means something...


how is everyone?

1 drink till | there livers fail them

oo livejournal [28 Nov 2005|08:52pm]
[ mood | dreaming ]

wow it been awhile since i'v even visited live journal im updating because im bored and i've been suspended from school for fighting and have nothing to do with my life while im home..


well tonight i saw shannnnnnnn and it was so nice seeing her smile again and just dreaming with her hahahaha us dreamers!!


so life is life and it going so slow it almost like this year is taking forever and so many changes i've been threw i guess u could say i've grown up and matured besides for the fighting! but i guess i've grown outta alot of stuff from last year some good and i guess some bad but i guess in the end it will all work like it was meant.


so how are u livejournal people doing did ya miss me? i think i may start updating

3 drink till | there livers fail them

500 hundred ten thousand journeys to make.. [16 Aug 2005|01:08pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

wow jive journal,

well me and my mom have been talking and i really appreciate her and she told me that the girl u love is like a butterfly let it go and if it comes back it really loves you.. me and my mom whatched a movie and got really close it's actually pretty fun.

as for my baby cheetah hopefully everything falls into place and it works out how we want it that is if we both want it to turn out the same way.

5 drink till | there livers fail them

tick tick tick the clock goes tick tick tick [21 Mar 2005|08:04pm]
[ mood | amused ]

got the computer and xbox taken away which means all i do is sleep sleep sleep im allowed on for projects only.

(southern accent) well when i was little i went down to the fishing hole and everyday there was this beautiful woman and we would skip rocks like no one could and go hunting for crawfish in the water of the creek but one day she disapeared without a trace they say if u go down there still u can hear her calling my name seymour seymour seymour...

i need friends

8 drink till | there livers fail them

we whatched from mirrors besides us above us and all around.. [15 Mar 2005|10:14pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

wow, it's been awhile

live journal oh! live journal!

rember the walks around the college feeling all big and tuff and maybe hoping to get invited back to a dorm room and just how the talk we hade flowed so nice. and the car rides where we would be in tears by laughing so hard because this place was a firefight. and how i miss all that so much now and i wonder if she does to taking her car for an unsuspected ride minus the drive way. driving all the way to pughkeepsie jsut to eat taco bell wtf and wasting all the water from are bodys waiting at the chance to see hellogoobye and then figureing out they got robbed and are playing acoustic.sitting in the movies tripping little kids as she was covering her face to scared to whatch the movie cause she would hvae nightmares. every other day in 8th period sitting there looking at u looking at me it all just seems to have gotten whiped away by these waves the call tsunamis as if it never exsisted.

halo=life on the wild side

don't drink the water until the coast is clear..

i'm consindered a animorph i can take shape of any animal i want i specfically prefer

  1. the panther- fierce, quit and cuddly at times
  2. python-slimmy but yet can hold u until ur brains explode outta ur head
  3. shark just because there cool
  4. 3 toed sloths- because there so slow crazy and amazingly awesome animals
3 drink till | there livers fail them

my arms the hose and your the fire out of control and i've got to put you out before there's nothing [19 Jan 2005|09:09pm]
[ mood | happy ]

so fish are pretty stressfull and shark fish are morestresfull, so we got home and were setting up the tank and danielle fucking faye decides to drop her fucken fish and explode the bag all over my floor whooo great it's still wet even 3 days later. so we got everything set up and it looks pretty fucking sweet it's got black and red rocks to match my room and the rocks are by far the coolest part of the tank.


brad im sorry but danielle can mae a mess like it's no bodys business...


some of my new sayings:

all of the time, sometimes!



shannon don't u just love them haha


so i decided to pull and emo and read my journal entries and i really miss the summer sharks week parties to j at tori's house and the pedal boat with matt and jed and eric great times i wish i could take back and live them all over again to go to the mall practically everyday and just have the best time fucking with dan cuccias house and staying up till 630 when my dad would get up to work and tell us to go to bed to go ddd at 3 in the morning and whatch jay with his reflector boots crash into a rock wall and have it all on camera i miss every second of it so who is with me from above to give these meomries a go again and even more people just hanging out pizza bites all those people give me calls i miss all the meomries we hade...


saturday looks like it's gunna be full of laughs and giggles

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when your friends with a fat person there are no see-saws only catapults [15 Jan 2005|10:09pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

im gunna take a road trip my senor year whose with me?

prom was nice haha

and now your off to college and i wish i was your computer desk so i could constantly see u do your test and scribble all the useless words on the side.

does everyone like my new icon it makes me smile it really does..

the doorbell rings at 2 in the morning

this morning i took off all my clothes and washed my skin clean but the stench of you doesn't disapear.


5 drink till | there livers fail them

well well well look whose in town [12 Jan 2005|10:09pm]
[ mood | fuck this crap i quit ]

so i was thinking about writing a post but fuck live j's

  • fuck live j post
  • fuck live j poles
  • fuck live j little quizes
  • fuck all the emo people
  • fuck all the gothic people
  • fuck anonmoyous commentors
  • fuck friends only journals
  • fuck having the coolest setupd
  • fuck wasting ur time writing about your life only to see how many comments ur gunna get
  • fuck live j settings
  • fuck people that wanna be added
  • fuck people that pretend to be friends with people on there live j's
  • fuck people who friend people they have no fucking clue who they are
  • fuck live j's icons
  • fuck calaneders
  • fuck the mood your in
  • fuck having subject to your posts
  • fuck $pe!!i^g everything r!&#t
  • fuck live j's

 emily puked tonight

unsolved mysterys is my favorite show of all time

2 drink till | there livers fail them

there's no such thing as santa [20 Dec 2004|09:31pm]
[ mood | tireded out ]

so at the mall today some random dude pulled out a knife and threatened to kill the guy playing santa. it was so fucking crazy and then like inspector gadget and shit came and busted that guys ass and shit and all the sudden fucken the joker came outta no where and blew fucken gadet up and shit and i was like wow this shit is crazy and crap and joker like took over the hole fucken mall and wouldn't let anyone out and shit and then there was this black guy and joker just shot him and crap but then fucken mega man came outta no where and is like ayyyyyyyaaaaa and shit and fucken ran joker over and shit and then like with his super speed he lit the hole mall on fire and im sitting there like fuck fuck fuck and all the girls like ahhhhh and shit and im still like fuck fuck fuck i better get a gloria jeans coffe first went in there and was like fuck fuck fuck give me one of those chochalte carmel chiller and shit and then i finally got out right after saving this cute as kiddy and crap.

so that was basically my day how bout ur guyses days how was they???

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no more santa claus kids [17 Dec 2004|11:34pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

santashot - coming right up!

found this while looking around thank god somone finally shot that fucker

3 drink till | there livers fail them

[17 Dec 2004|08:49pm]
[ mood | distructive ]

i hate christmas someone shoot me.

my letter to santa

dear santa,

this year for christ i just want a belt to hold up my pants is it so hard to ask for and maybe a camera but santa u fucken asshole it's all i fucken want so seriously come down my fucken chimmney or threw my front door or whatever u fucken do eat ur fucken cookies and milk u piece of shit and then fucken leave my presents seriously i just want 2 things thats it give me brother millions of things i just want 2 and those are the 2 things above for crying out loud 2 fucking things u fat piece of shit in a red costume and fucken raindeer and shit i just want a belt and a camera ok thats it so if u give me bullshit presents im gunna piss on them and then burn them u fat shit

2 drink till | there livers fail them

[15 Dec 2004|08:36pm]

mall with jed friday hmmmm

there livers fail them

well well well.... [09 Dec 2004|08:22pm]
[ mood | confused and pissed ]

tick tick tick tick tick tick this is the ticking of my clock time as we know it wait time as we live it is disapearing before our very eye's next year will be like a hole new start all meomries from this year gone, some people gone maybe for the better but maybe for the worse. we can't just keep spending are time being little babies and it's time to open up and u go left ill go right and never stop..

sometimes it makes me sick, sometimes it makes me sad , sometimes it makes me angry but depite all those feelings one saying will always be running threw my head.

i sit and wonder why the fuck am i going to school every day doing all this shit trying to find somone to life my life with trying to some day get into college get a job start a family when im gunna die some day i just sumtimes lay in bed and wonder wtf why do i put myself threw these miserable days only to some day close my eyes and never to see day again. i mean seriously what is the point im not going to invent something or become a famous person i kno im not and whats the point of being a average family when u won't even get noticed some people out there are 100x better then famous people but there assholes they don't see it do u think people who live in the middle of nowhere with tons of knowledge gewts recongonized no he doesn't the olsen twins and fucken jay-z get noticed  it's a waste if u don't have people in high places or sumthing u plan on changing the world with what is the point of putting urself threw another day or even anohter few hours.

i just wanna close my eye's and never open them again

4 drink till | there livers fail them

what to do with myself, where to go next, how to go about things, will u still smile when i do... [27 Nov 2004|01:39pm]
[ mood | whatever u wanna call me ]

it seems as nothing is right anymore like the hole world was zapped with a giant lazer beam and everyone is going crazy or maybe it's just me i don't kno but lately life has bin full of tears and frowns with a few mixed emtions idk wherethe future or even the day will take me it's as a blind person trying to cross a bridge with a giant gorge beanthe with missing boards hear and there i kno what i want but those missing boards are obstacles we have to overcome i can't see why it turned out like this.


idg get the point of what ur doing to yourself, how does it help your probleoms it makes no sense it is stupid and there is no point to do that to yourself it may just be an excuse or maybe it does help but please stop it's all i ask i hate seeing pain and hate and even death it tears up my heart i care so much by why do u do this to yourself...


im going gothic i think...

6 drink till | there livers fail them

[23 Nov 2004|02:56pm]
im seriously in love with brad schult
1 drink till | there livers fail them

[21 Nov 2004|09:42pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

so i hade a talk with jed about the mcdonalds game pieces and i told him to give up i mean everybody know the park place and boardwalk square where they say if u get those 2 u get a million bucks and we all kno just to make u happy they always put the parkplace piece in and never fucking have the boardwalk pieces it's a waste of fucking time to even play that game i mean seriously no body should play it cause it blows by the time the game is over u have like 9 parkplaces and some other faget squares and ur all sad and it sucks so don't even bother playing the fucken game ok i don't wanna see anyone get hurt.


i made best friends with the paint program on my computer and made some insane pieces i might auction off!!


:(: :(: :(: :(: :(: :(: :(: :(: :(:

what do u see the frowny face or the smiley face first???

if u saw the smiley face your happy and if u saw the frowny face your sad.

2 drink till | there livers fail them

i wanna rock the night away with you by my side [20 Nov 2004|12:28am]
[ mood | every feeling packed into me ]

so so so i haven't written in awhile maybe because id have the time or maybe i just choose not to write. this year school and even friends is a huge change people always use to say when u go in to high school u lose your old and gain new friends i don't understand how it happens but it does and it is kinda gay like serious but i can understand not being myt friend for like a model or summin but to stop being my friend over a petifile or even a dirtbag boy/girl is retarted for some u kno the same and i just hope i keep all of my friends and gain the new,


the sun sets as the moon rises,

beginning a new day.

a day full of tears or a day full of laughter,

my insides hurt as my outsides shine,

you have made the descions in your past,

the differnce is so dramatic,

sometimes i feel dis-liked or un-wanted,

i feel ashamed or lied to,

like you have a differn't side behind my back,

i hate being lied to,


some say we glow some say were great but what do you think we are i sumtimes wonder at night whats going on or how to overcome what i feel down about but each day your probleoms grow and make me feel like shit i feel as if i should just be your friend and help idk if i really make you happy,


sober teens for american:



brendan okeefe


this entry is so long idk y but i have so much i have to get out it's so weird how u lock your feelings up inside you for so long and i guess im finally letting them all out.


i hate you not calling

i hate rug burns

i hate stubbing my toes

i hate missing my own brother.

i hate being hated

i hate the way you are.


fight back..ressist...fight back...ressist


i just wish u could tell me the truth and not make me belive things.


8 drink till | there livers fail them

soilders come quickly... [02 Nov 2004|07:36pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

yo fuck sharks the new shit in town is ninjas.

anatimy of ninjas:
ninjas crawl up ladders backwards because they have boners most of the time. also the ninjas invented the catapult to fly over walls and kill all the people on the other side with there super skills.


would u rather me take your life or a horses please tell me.


well me and eric decided this year to make start making some film of us skiing were gunna try and make            a movie and maybe get somewhere with it. we decided to call like whoevers we decided to be with us           triple ontant and we have all the film workshop crap to make the video and music in it and we decided to call the movie strength in numbers. it should come along pretty sweet if eric recovers from his dang injury.

3 drink till | there livers fail them

you've finally discovered emotions [29 Oct 2004|04:21pm]
[ mood | idk u figure it out ]

haven't updated in awhile i've bin pretty busy between football school and then homework haven't hade to much time to chatter. life is really differn't now it's almost like once that 1 little thing changes ur hole life can change. well this sundays halloween haven't figured out what im doing yet really everything is so complicated now no one can just make up there minds . well over the past few months had some fun tripping kids in the movies to whatching ryan beat up kids that didn't do anything.


i always wonder what next year will be like i mean this year my brother left but whats to come next year when everyone else leaves then i won't kno where to start ill miss alot of people all though it is so far away i am still scared of what is to come..


this was a fucking bomb for a few seconds this place was armagedon and there was a fire fight.......

3 drink till | there livers fail them

[10 Oct 2004|11:59pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

it feels like my past keeps coming back to haunt me,

it's like i can't escape my fucking past...

life with u is so differn't but i can't do anything u leave in a year and idk if u have the same feelings i do..

there livers fail them

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